1:49 p.m. - 2008-05-08
Thinking
I feel the need for a good cry. I am tired. I think I need a new life, I know I need new perspective. I am confused as to why my life is doing this again. I thought everything was better. Everything seems so messed up, I don�t even know how to talk about it. Maybe I should list the things I THINK I know.
I don�t like the way my husband has been treating me. I am angry because things were getting so much better after we got back from our cruise. I just want to be happy. I am tired of working for a marriage that never seems to stay fixed. I don�t want to be divorced. I don�t want to be married. I want my husband to stop being a control freak. I want my husband to treat me with respect. I want my husband to prove through his words and actions that he believes I am a smart woman that doesn�t required constant supervision. I want to understand the point of going through the same old shit over and over. I want someone to explain how to do the best thing, and what that is exactly.
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