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1:51 p.m. - Wednesday, Nov. 26, 2008 Today I was thinking, I am sure he won�t come in my office and �I don�t care anyway!� (yeah right). Then of course he does and he shakes my hand, and I (not thinking about it) kinda make it linger, as he pulls his hand away I don�t completely let go and so his fingers slide along mine as he pulls his hand away, OH MY! Well he says �oh wait we got to do this again I didn�t let it linger like you did� and he shakes my hand again, and he does what I did, so now our fingers slide and it is slower and his hands are VERY NICE and I was hot and bothered and tingly! DAMN HE IS HOT! And he makes me hot. Just one hour alone, oh what I wouldn�t give! Then there is my husband, oh why does it have to be this way. Almost everything is better, the almost is the sex. I just don�t care, I can do what we do together alone. I want to want to touch and kiss and lick and make out and smell his skin. I just don�t. He isn�t unattractive at all, but I just don�t get hot for him at all. I hate this fact so much, because we are good friends, we are making everything else work, we talk and we don�t scream so much, but will the sex thing get to be too much? I want to feel satisfied, completely. I want the entire experience to be mind blowing, I want electricity to flow from my body to his, is this just too much to ask?
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