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Tired of being me.

When you ask someone you actually like how they are doing do you really care? Or are you just being polite?

I feel as if in my case, family doesn’t count here, that people are just being polite. I don’t believe anyone actually cares how I feel. These people only want to hear the standard reply, “Oh I am great! How are you?” So they can now tell you all about their problems or happiness, with no care about yours. Nobody wants to know the real you, that only want you to be what they need when they need it, nothing more and definitely nothing less. My husband just forwarded me a message:

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one’s who don’t. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let then go, you can’t get them back. So I’m gonna tie you to my heart so I never los you.

I am not sure exactly what I think about this one. Forget the one’s who don’t, but take second chances in both hands. Does that mean we give second chances as well as take them?

I am tired.

Tired of waking up.

Tired of going to work.

Tired of trying to find out who I really am.

Tired of trying to be what I think other people will like and want to be around.

Tired of wondering why nothing I do seems to work.

Tired of being average.

Tired of being me.

12:39 p.m. - 2008-04-10

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