kimluvs2read's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ramblings of an insufficent mind..... I think maybe my husband is a little smarter than I thought. He told me he doesn’t always take to heart the things I say. Pretty smart. Although some things I say I do actually mean. Sometimes I am not sure what those are, it changes on a daily basis. I do know that we just don’t have that chemistry, and I so want that. I think it would nice to find a “girlfriend”. But it would definitely have to be “Friends w/benies” only. But I don’t trust that there wouldn’t be a bunch of drama. There is always drama, especially with my overactive imagination. It just sucks that I just don’t feel satisfied after sex with V. That would make my life so much easier. What is worse is that I wouldn’t even know how to go about finding a GF anyway! I guess I need to check out the clubs in my area, I know there is one that carters to gays and lesbians. I have heard rumors that they don’t care for bi’s though. Hmmm to know what to do. See I don’t even know what I want when I am just talking to myself! 3:33 p.m. - Tuesday, Dec. 02, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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