kimluvs2read's Diaryland Diary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

-

I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!
I WANT TO BE POSITIVE!

But I have no clue how to do that. I am just going to shut myself down, I can’t take anymore. I can’t be faithful it just isn’t in me. I can’t stand up under the weight of shit being piled on me. At work, at home, in my head. I FUCKING GIVE UP!

8:50 a.m. - 2008-06-19

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

previous - next